- what is there to look forward to?
"Sometimes I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel. And from here on out, I'm not gonna feel anything new. Just lesser versions of what I've already felt." That is a quote from the movie "Her" that has haunted me ever since I heard it, because it happens to be one of my biggest fears. I'm scared that it's true, because I do feel like that a lot of the time. I feel like I've felt everything I needed to feel, learnt everything I needed to learn, and now, from here on out, it's just going to be the same things, repetitions of what I've already experienced before. Which means that everything good, every great thing I've felt, great love, great friendship - I'll never feel again. Those "greats" were the height of it all in my life and it's just going to keep being lesser versions of those "greats" for the rest of my life. My fear about this feeling and thought process is that it will lead me to t