Missing Things I Shouldn't Be Missing.
Hello :) Long time no update haha. Im sorry, lately i have no motivation whatsoever to do anything at all, i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. Do you ever like...you know what you do wrong, and you know what you have to work on, yet you don't do anything about it even though you really want to? Lack of motivation. Absolute. Lack. Of. Motivation. This is the situation i'm in. I know my mistakes and i know what i have to do but i just don't do it! Nothing can ever make me go "oh hell no i needa study i aint going on twitter or tumblr little shits i got work to do n im finishing it,"nothing has ever motivated me enough to study well and get A's. I'm just so dispassionate about everything that i'm so disappointed in myself. Why can't i be like those other people who study 24/7? ugh. If given the chance, i would change every single thing about myself. I hate everything about myself. My face, my hair, my attitude, my thighs. Everything...