MERDEKA
Hello!! Yes, it's merdeka!! haha, not the literal merdeka, i mean merdeka as in i am finally free from PMR! What a relief! :D I can do whatever i want now! go out, watch movies, stay up, drown myself in self pity y ^_^ It's great, being able to sleep at night without worrying bout PMR. But today, at school, they discussed stuff like streaming and the future and what we're gonna be and i've gotta admit, even thinking about it gave me a massive headache. SO many questions. ZERO answers. What am i gonna be? What do i wanna do? Where do i wanna go? I have no idea, i've actually been avoiding thinking about the future since it seems pretty dark to me, but i guess someday i've got to face the music; i'm growing up. i have to make decisions that will affect the entire course of my life. Why whoever it was decided that it was okay to force hormonal, emotionally imbalanced teenagers to have to make a decision that might change their life forever WHILE they're ...