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La fin, le début.

The end, the beginning. It's June 2017, and my year of FNBE at Taylor's Lakeside has finally drawn to a close. It felt never-ending in the midst of it all, but here I am, at the end. I made it, not unscathed unfortunately, but I made it and that's an achievement in itself. I feel like I should feel accomplished and proud of myself, but in reality I just feel drained, empty, confused, and so unbelievably tired. Exhausted. Don't get me wrong, I learnt so much this past year, and I've had my fair share of ups and downs, gains and losses. I've definitely improved, although not to the level I want to be at. But I feel like I've gotten worse too, in some aspects. I've improved in the sense that I've now come to realize for once in my life that maybe I am good at something. Through fnbe, I've been able to explore my creativity and be honestly impressed by the fact that I have any good ideas at all My ideas may be seen as weird but i'd like to th...