paro

2.58 A.M. When i broke off from my first long term relationship, a thought that crossed my mind a lot was, "what if i never find someone who can love me like he did?" I used to think that was a bad thing, the most horrible thing, actually. To never come across someone who could stand me and tolerate me and love me the way he did. At the time, I was convinced that no one else would be able to do that other than him. But now I've come to realize, that its not a bad thing. Not at all. The thing is, we never find the same love twice. And that's completely okay. Every single time you fall in love, its different. A different experience. I've fallen in love three times. The first time, I fell fast. I dove right into it, recklessly. But what we had was comforting, because at the time we were in high school together and my naive, 16 year old self led me to believe that we would make it through anything. But things changed, we both changed and life drifted us apart from