Let the Lonely in.

It is a Tuesday, 11th of June 2013, and it is currently 12:11 a.m. I'm still awake and i don't know why, but i've never felt so alone in my life.

SO many bad thoughts running through my mind and they're taking over me. I can't stop them. and i can't help but find the truth in those negative thoughts. Because that's what i am, a negative person with absolutely no worth. I cry for help but no one's there to answer me. No one to fall back on. No one. I am alone. Which is how i'm most likely going to be for the rest of my life.

My mum says that if i face a problem, i should find a solution. But the only solution i see is death. And as much as i want death to take me, i want to live long enough to see the world.

That is my dilemma. I don't want to kill myself, but if i crossed the road and a car was coming, i'm not sure i'd move out of the way.



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