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Heeelllloooooo everyone! Sorry i haven't updated in so long, i've been horribly mobbed with school and stuff! Nothing much happened, though, within the time frame that I wasn't updating. I did, however, have the PRS Installation, where i was installed to be an official PRS :D I had to dance that day....and i was horrible.........................but i got my badge! :D im so happy and honoured to be  a PRS, and i really hope i can be a good one! and that day i went for ATP.............i just cant. even. ok. blekkkkkkkkkkkkk i dont feeel like saying anything else. so, goodbye for now! :)

Hi there. The unfairness of life keeps me awake at night sometimes . I wonder why, the best people usually get the worst things, and the worst people get all the good things. Don't you realise it? I guess that's a stupid thing to wonder about, but really..when I think about it, that's exactly what happens. All the good people in my life, the truly good ones, the ones who deserve the best of everything, don't get what they want. But the people who aren't so nice...aren't so good...they get it all. You know what I'm trying to say? Sigh. Maybe not. And recently, somebody pointed out that i should chill and not tweet like how i tweet.. You know, because most of my tweets are basically just me expressing how i feel . (Which also means it contains a lot of hate lol) I know its not good to say bad things, on the internet or even in real life. But come on, how else am i going to let go? Before this, all i did was bottle up my resentfullness , my

Hi there. Today was..a tiring day. In the morning i had flute and we did theory and as much as i love music, i really suck at theory. Then after that we went to the Ara house :( I miss that house so much ugh. Cleaned the house, moved soome stuff. Then went back to titiwangsa and i had to clean up my room. So i put on the radio and guess what's playing? ONE DIRECTION'S UP ALL NIGHT ALBUM!!! Yea that just lightened up my day! Hearing them sing automatically makes me feel better man. And then.................now..............i'm on the laptop............and all of a sudden this nervous feeling settles in my stomach. I don't know, is it nerves? or am i scared?  don't know but it's really uncomfortable.... And then while scrolling down my Timeline on twitter..all of a sudden, i felt lonely. Because honestly, all someone needs is to talk to someone. Someone to tell everything to. And I can't talk to anybody without being judged by that person. It driv

Hello. Aren't I awesome? :D posting a post just the next day ~ Heehee. So, today was pretty fun. The competition for the Sivik Sajak thingy was held, and my class got second! :D Totally unexpected, but it was a nice surprise ^^ I got to be a man for the day haha I wore a songkok and tucked in my hair and i looked like a dude. Lol. ALLLLL the other classes were extremely good too, so creative! I personally loved 2 Meranti's one (Hidayati was in it heehee) but they got third and 2 Nyatuh won. Yeah, basically nothing much happened today. I had fun with my friends, so nothing much to blog about :p I got my bubble tea!!! I think i like school's bubble tea better than Chatime ._. I am pretty worried bout a few things, you know that nagging feeling you have when you're constantly worried bout something? Yeah, it's happening to me. I'd post some pictures, but it's night anyway, and i'm scared to use too much of my mum's laptop's battery so yea

Hello. I know i rarely blog, i've always wanted to, but i never have time, and its not exactly nice to type a one whole blog post with an ipod. I've decided that once i get my laptop (((Hopefully!!)) I will blog more often since there will be practically nothing to do when I move.. I've been feeling so messed up lately. My emotions are just so bipolar idk what to feel, why i feel that way. i'm trying to figure it out and i hope that typing it out will help me. First of all, i feel sad. Sad, because so many things are changing just way too fast. It's overwhelming and i feel like i can't keep up with the stream of modifications i have to do to my life right now. People are changing, places are changing....Too much change. And i've never really been a big fan of change anyway. I just want to close my eyes and just sleep, until everything passes. But, i know that avoiding a problem never helps and i'll only make everything worse. Second, i feel...